Feelings: sad and angry
Sad because running in hot on Minx’s deathiversary – thought this year might be different. After all, it’s been 3 years, that’s long enough, right? Nope. Not enough. I wonder if it ever will be.
Angry because all the people’s commemorative posts are making the sad even worse – intruding on my sorrow. Dumping inwards. I know it’s not the intention to make me angry and that everyone is dealing with their own grief how they do.
But I just don’t have anything left today. May have some tomorrow. We’ll see.