Feelings: sad and angry

Sad because running in hot on Minx’s deathiversary – thought this year might be different.  After all, it’s been 3 years, that’s long enough, right?  Nope.  Not enough.  I wonder if it ever will be.

Angry because all the people’s commemorative posts are making the sad even worse – intruding on my sorrow.  Dumping inwards.  I know it’s not the intention to make me angry and that everyone is dealing with their own grief how they do.

But I just don’t have anything left today.   May have some tomorrow.  We’ll see.